This photography at least. I'm that bad at coming up with an idea, that it's come to the end of the project and I don't have a final idea. I just cannot come up with anything at all and it's doing my head in.

I'm almost at the point of giving up going to uni next year, 'cause im just not gonna get the grades to get in.

Film class is bad, our film is gonna suck, because we're not even gonna be able to film it because we don't have people, or the places we need, and I know it's not entirely my fault.

Psychology... I can cram and cram and hopefully fluke my exams. I did ok last year, so I can hope.

Gigs: Tonight I'm going to see Ladytron, on my own, 'cause it feels like I have no friends, and no one wants to help me out and make sure I'm not on my own in Leeds at 11pm getting home either.
Next is Ladytron, once again alone in Sheffield, then Little Boots alone... a pattern forming here.


I'm in a rubbish mood and I give up on life, I'm lonely and shit at what I'm supposed to be good at - what's the point?